I feel lonely, like I rarely do. And I know I need to accept this feeling and just let it be. It will not stay for long… but it is something that I am having now, and is part of my experience.
When I feel lonely, i just withdraw from everything and everyone. And this is just what I did today and yesterday too. I ran away from everyone and pretended that I am just a normal woman in a city. One that no one knows. And it is ok to feel like that sometimes.
Sitting here on a wonderful terrace on top of Cluj city I get to take a breath and relax. I think
that I am a free person, that I am an adult, and that I can be carefree for one hour.
I can just run away from all obligations I have, from family, friends, loans, debts, houses and church and just relax and pretend like I am free.
And it is a great feeling that I am experiencing as I sit here outside!
Freedom!!!. This needs to be a practice! I need to take 1 day per month when i can do exactly this. Nothing!!
And just relax over a coffee. Good discovery!
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