Sunday post

Well another week is gone, and we are ready for a new one. Let s hope this week will be easier and nicer, and as well the inspiration will follow.

Today was a special day, as i ve been part of a lovely celebration of love and union. Two of my dear friends are now no longer just a couple but husband and wife.
And this is a new dimension again, full of responsibilities and not only for one another but as well for God. 
Expectations are increasing, and suddenly is not just two people, but two and the one and only God.
Oao! What an amazing feeling that might be.
Thinking back now about the dreams all girls have to get married and be happy. Is the equation so simple?
I guess not, for sure not.
Families are united for God and they need to understand that.

Is sad if one of them does not understand that God is the foundation of the family and the marriage. And now , there is some more time to prepare for that moment, there is a time in which people who are still single, and believe in God, should try to perceive and understand the fact that the family is not made just for the sake of not being alone.

There is a higher purpose.
God , i can not ask you anything else, but this: make me ready for that special moment, open my eyes in such a way to find the person with whom I can make the family be what it is supposed to be.

I do not want to be with someone , just for the sake of not being alone. And I am sure that is not what you want from me as well.

Thanks a lot for today's day!
It was a journey!

:)

Lovely lovely weeding

Reminder of a lovely weeding and a lovely time spent in Campulung Moldovenesc

Special week - in pictures

Pictures to remind a special state of mind!

Step 4 - Dream

Dream is on hold. Booking ...not done...waiting and waiting.

Praying for some of the personal challenges we are facing.

Is this the real dream ?

Another day has come

Almost there....
Some more hours and again is Sunday, and not any Sunday, but a special one, the last one of the month of September.
You can already see and feel the weather has changed, you can feel the temperature dropping, and you feel the question mark at the end of a particular question...

Specially when you know that now winter is closer and closer, both outside and in your own heart.
The special week i ve had in September, changed me, made me more aware of the things I care, and now, i find my family as the special place i miss when i am in office.

The wedding I ve attended last week, made me understand that love exists, in different forms, and that it has no limits. The happiness I have in my heart currently and I had it as well at that wedding is amazing.

I hope that feeling that state of mind and hear will never go away.

I m still thinking of a particular question, someone asked me, sometimes back. And I am so curious about the answer. Why not?  But I am sure the answer will never be received, and now that autumn and winter is here, is kind of too late, for more in depth analysis.

I believe God is in control, He knows my needs, and other people needs, He will fulfill them....sooner or later.

Adding a song I really liked these days - it s a good memory for me....

Hakuna Matata

A week full of surprises, full of discoveries, full of introspection and self awarness.
Full of decisions, and wishes, and only few promises.
A refreshing week, like a spring rain.

I do not want to loose this feeling that I have in me now, this balance, this contentment.
I am in a very calm, and relaxed mood, and i can say that i have no worries.
I m not sure how i ve reached this stage, but i m sure what happened this week touched me in a way i did not believe it could.

Now, the promise that I ve made, and I intend to keep in that daily i ll allow sometime for me, for a small introspection to have the luxury to look inside me, and see what i care for.

And say it out laud, i care for....

Amazing , just amazing.

Step 3 - Dream

Booking is done. Soon the deal will be sealed, and then waiting.

Poland - Lublin - Summer Party

Last evening again crazy one, at Lublin Summer Party, where the theme was cowboys:)
Interesting as i did not have anything for cowboys, but the party was niceeee

And the photos are here- some of them to remind me ... about great time!

Step 2 - Dream

Funds for first set are available.....

:)

Step 1 - Dream

Tomorrow I ll complete the step number 1 for my new dream.

Let s hope step 2 will follow shortly :)


Happy!

Waiting for an answer

Agony goes on, I am not sure what is the current status of the challenge you are facing.
I m thinking and praying for you. I hope the discussions went well. I hope that you ve reached to a decision you can live with.
I was surprised with today s discussion and the comment that you ve made. Was pretty interesting. That is the reason why 2 flowers can not be in the same room, because they see the Sun differently. One flower likes the pot to have some decoration on it, and some butterflies as decorations on the leaves. The other flower just needs the sun. I always thought that these 2 flowers can not be in the same room because they do not look alike, and they do not really like each other.
Again, I was pleasantly surprised by that comment, and now i m not even sure what kind of answer i m waitin for.
I know is selfish of me to be happy about your current problem, and i m trying not to be, But today the flower discussion really encouraged me, and made me think for a moment- What if?

What if one day the 2 flowers will share the same room?

I guess is just a selfish dream, and i need to move away from it, which I am doing right know.

I know that all will be ok, and two flowers will be in the same room, but the third flower will continue to grow in her own garden.

Both of them will have a good luck and life!

Sadness

Well because not only good things are happening around us, and there are sometimes bad things happening, currently one of my dear friends is going through a big personal challenge.
Is strange not be able to help with anything, and more strange is to be km's away from those in need.
And this is the case.
I really hope that things will take the right direction, whatever that is, but I also hope that there are more Vertical discussions than Orizontal ones, cause the one and only who has all the answers is our Mighty God.
So my advice is to have the discussion on that Vertical level, and stop talking, and start listening,
Is amazing how God can talk to you, i was not sure about this, but I guess this weekend it happened, and for the first time ive listened,
and i feel that God filled my heart with joy, and a peace feeling, and i know now that no matter what will happen, we will be fine, cause He is watching over us.
And i can not wish the same thing to my dear friend, who is currently in a big challenge, God will be there no matter what,
And who cares what people say? This is our life, and we only have just one, so we should follow His advice and His commands, cause they are the right ones.

My dear friend, i am sorry for not being there with you, for not being able to hold your hand, and tell you that everything will be ok. But just for you to know, I am here, and I am thinking and praying for you, so that God will support and give you the best solution, even if is not the one you want.

I wait in silence for your sign, in order to know that you are ok, and i pray, in the meanwhile i am praying and keeping you into my mind.

Special song for you, in several occasions I ve used this song for you, and it has always worked in one way or another, so here it is again:

In Your Mighty Hand

God in your presence I would like to acknowledge my weakness and my need of You.
You are the one that gives me strenght when it seems like i ve lost it, and you ve showed me this weekend again....that i just need to be still and know you are my God.

With your help, and through your mercy , i ll move ahead with the decision i took today
But is actually not me who will put the things in movement, but I would want you to be there, every step of the way
As it was mentioned to day, is better to have the rope completed in three. Well we are not three, cause we are two: You and me, Master and student, All and nothing.

I am sure you ll give me what I need, and if is not what I want, then the time is not here yet , and i ll need to wait some more.
I want to thank you for reaching to my heart in these days, i know my heart is always full with day to day insignificant problems...but I sure want to dedicate the time you expect and to be more involved in our relationship.

God I am deciding today to be still and know you are my God

Amen!

New promise and new start....

Lublin church
As always time in church in Lublin is inspiring and makes me feel very close to God
Only singing Chawla Ciebie Panie y uwelbiam, and I am already full of emotion and joy cause i am sining to the one and only God.
Today was the time of sharing the bread and wine to celebrate God, and as I was taking the piece of bread and the small glass of wine i was renewing my committment to God.
I really want to follow Him, i really want o be a Christian, change my life once again, have moe trust and let him rule my hear by his rules and not mine.
God i m sure you are looking into my heart day to day, minute to minute. Please come and re live inside me, i want to be your child, and i want you to be proud of me, in whati do.
I am tired to only talk I want to have actions as well...
God you are good, and your love lasts forever....

And to celebrate this wonderful day, I went for lunch with some friends from church, and as i like to say 1 picture says 1000 words, so here there are:

Lublin Family

Sunday in Lublin!
Nothing better than a chance to spend some quality time with my friends from church.
Can not wait to hear the songs, and to sing, to see the nice people, which i ve not see in so much time.

It has been very nice to be part of the Lublin church and I really miss it. In Cluj the church is very nice, but i find it very big compared to the small and interesting Lublin church.
The issue comes from inside me and not from the two churches, so i just need to start going, cause both of them have the right people inside, and God who is present at all times.

Today a friend, if i can say so is getting married, and i am very sad for not being able to be there with her. I really like this person, she is very calm, and nice and beautiful, and strong in her faith.

I ll try to be with her remotely, so i ll watch online the service, and I ll be happy for her,
Is nice when two people decide to unite their lifes, the only request would be to be sure they are both ready to become a family in God s name.

Well this is my Sunday post, and I am soon leaving for church...

:)