Special people that make my days

Today is about them, about 18 people in my life that make my days good. I spend around 80% of my time with them in office, and then sometimes we spent time off as well together.
I am known by being able to create such environments, in which people like to work. And guess what i also love working with them!
They are very hard working, and knowledgeable, and they are very eager to learn. Some of them are more quite and reserved, while others are more passionate and energetic. And both categories are very nice to have.
I am very grateful for having the honor and privilege to meet and train so many people, and so many different characters.
They say is hard not to have kids, and feel the blessing of being a mother, but what i am doing is also close to that, i take generations and generations of young professionals and i work with them to make them better and to take them to the next level.
What more is there to life?

So what

Summer is gone, we are back in the season where leafs are falling, and the temperature is dropping significantly compared to the summer numbers. And autumn is a season not many people like, schools starts, seems like all the engines are running faster, traffic increases and so on. But somewhere in all of that is me, and i like autumn, i like it because there is a bit of wind, because the colors are wonderful, and because you can dream with your eyes wide open. And also, you do not sweat anymore like you do in summer.
This autumn finds me ok, i would say, still nothing new or significant to mention in my romantic life, but professionally , family, culturally all things are going in the right direction. I am involved in many things, and this is getting me very tired, but i feel like i am integrated and surrounded by all kind of people from which i can learn many things. And i am grateful.
My only worry now is on the health line, it seems from a distance that some things are continuing and now is time to actually find the cause, so that is a bit scary. Some people spoke already about something that i do not like, but the investigations are not yet concluded.
Sometimes i am sure i will not live as long as i want to , and in my dreams it seems like this is what should happen. I should be sick, and i should just leave this world silently. But , my friends, the bigger part of me thinks strongly that this is not God's plan for me right now, He has bigger ideas for me, He has bigger tasks for me to complete, and i am looking forward to understand them and do them.
I feel good, although sometimes i am scared as a mouse. Of course no one sees that cause that is hidden well, and is so deep that you need several excavators to see it.
So what if things seem to fall apart again? So what if things are not headed in the right direction from where i am standing?
I am still required to serve Him, and not because i need to, but because i want to. Because of love, i choose every day to continue my life with Jesus, and to obey and follow Him.
Scared, disappointed , happy ? for sure He will provide me the way to get out of the feelings and emotions that do not serve me. Trust is the key to this relationship, and i trust You!