Decision Point - Once again

And now the time has come again for a decision in both my professional and personal life. Now the opportunity is here to join a new location and visit the small Paris, here in Romania.
Is something i did not ask for, but is still an opportunity and a challenge to show again what I can do, to myself and to others.
I am a bit concerned and stressed about the implication of this decision, as i would need to leave home again, and to leave my close friends and people i know.
Then as always i ll be in a new place, and i ll need to manage somehow, integrate and make new friends.

Looking forward for the outcome, knowing is better than the unknown!!!

Declaration for 2015

Come with me

I made a new friend, and she is great. I feel she understands me without speaking. Her fascination towards music, her creativity is something i really enjoy. Is nice when people connect from the first time they see each other. I can say i m happy, and yet i m not, cause i ve lost somehow another good friend, and is interesting how our mind messes up with some of the relations we have.
Anyway i am feeling strange today, as i know this is the reality.
Or maybe i m just tired:)
Not even sure.
I am in connect much closed with the One that matters, and that is what is important at the end of day. We have not been created to love others and serve God, but the other way around. We need to love God and then we can serve others.
And that will be my focus and my priority for the next period, and the entire year.
I am looking forward to see and fill how this turn will fulfill me.

Mirror 2015 poetry

Thinking about you makes me happy
Thinking about you makes me blue
Looking in the mirror feels like something new
Hoping deep inside to be able to see you

As I stare at me, my heart is running free
but your lips are closed and there is no word
are you thinking there? should i know despair?
well i do not agree, please do set me free! 

New year new year 2015

With some delay I am wishing a very Happy New Year! I was kind of busy with other stuff, and i did not manage to put aside time for my old blog. The Holidays went very well, it was a good time spent with family and friends, of course I got a very good cold, and then i was stuck at home for a few days, but it was a real blessing.
New Year was full of friends and Joy and in between there was another travel to Oltenia, but this time, it was Carna. It was interesting to have the change to be in 2 places in Oltenia and compare the feelings, the connect and the needs. This time it was much more clear what I was supposed to do, so I would say it was easier. On the other side the group that was here was really close, and that as well made a very good trip and time.
New Year's was a time of fun and games, and meeting new people. It was excellent time, and spent in the presence of God.
What i found interesting in this period, was the fact that I ve managed to connect very well with Him, and to understand some of the things from my past, things that i thought were already hidden and forgotten, but actually they weren't.
Also, like always in these trips, i had the chance to see the people, as they are, and to realize how lucky and blessed i am to have such friends. My heart ran a bit faster on some of the situations, and even now, is not yet running in the right rhythm, but we will see how the situation will move further.
It happen to me again the same thing that is happening always, and now i am waiting for it to dissapear, and then it will get easier.
I m looking forward for what 2015 will bring, I am sure God has a great plan for me, and even if there will be some hard periods, i am convinced that He knows what is best for me.
I am now changing devices (by the way, technology wise now, i have a lot ( laptop, tablet and a PC ) is like what do i need more:)

Good!
And Blessings for a good week ahead!