Raindrops keep falling on my head

What would this autumn bring? Will there be new surprises in my life? Is it a new chapter ending and a new one starting? Or the story of my life continues to be written page by page?
Sometimes i wish i would know the future, but this is only for a short time, until i realize that even without knowing it i get anxious, imagine if i actually knew it , how anxious i would get.
I have mixed feelings, feelings that something good might happen, something i am longing for a while now, but at the same time i feel like something bad might happen.
I will look forward and enjoy the season of this autumn :)