Almost over

Because recently it seems like i do not have the proper time to sit and put my thought into these pages, here i am today, writing about the end of an adventure. Yes, the Polish adventure is almost reaching the end. 4 days, that is all i have left of Poland, and then i am off to Cluj, Romania again. Who knows for how much time? Only He knows:). Well it's been an amazing experience, lots of learnings, lots of time to know my self, time to understand and to evaluate my real friends, and actually they are not that many. When you are out of the proper circle for such a long time, people kind of forget you, i know it is not nice, but this is the natural selection i guess. Anyway there are few people who stood by me, and who i am happily calling my friends. So it is the final countdown:) 4

In need of encouragement ...

I have selected some picture to encourage me today....

Hope

God will make a way when there seems to be no way. I can easily agree with the above sentence. It is so true and it happen to me several times, when i was under the impression that all the doors are closed, and yet God had kept one door opened for me, and not just any door, the right one. I am sure it will be the case in June 2012. I am sure that professionally God will provide the best for me, which can be Cluj or Czech Republic, He will make sure i am happy and He will keep me where i am most needed. In terms of personal life, i am as well sure that He knows what i want, and at the right time He will provide. I believe in this although sometimes i am doubting Him. The question is why i am doubting Him when all the other things in my life He made them perfect. So He knows how important love and family is for me, and He will provide. Now the question is, that sometimes i feel like i found the right one, and that God should just click the heart button of this person and he would just fall in love with me, well things are not happening like that unfortunately. I need to be consistent and to believe with all my heart that God will provide. Sometimes this is not working out for me, so i hope God will make me more comfortable. In our days, i found someone who looks like Mr Right from several points of view. Yet i am not sure how this will turn out. I do not want to put my hopes up and be disappointed, i did that so many times before and it was not at all good, so now i am not doing it. Today i want to give God the trust that He is expecting, the trust that He will provide in all the directions of my life. Lord, i know that you are the only Provider, and i trust that You will arrange the things in the best way for me. Thank you for being my Father, Amen.