Is it for real?

 I want to write, but I only want to write about this. About these wonderful conversations we are having, about the time that seems is never sufficient to talk and talk, and to discover each other. 

I never thought I would experience something like this, and I have so many thoughts, but also some feelings. 

Oh dear, my heart is beating faster when we are talking, and the way he is answering to these questions, makes me think he is not real, but he is. 

Not sure how this will evolve, if these conversations will end somehow, but I truly want to make the best out of them, and to enjoy them, and to enjoy his company, virtually for now. 

I wish to have patience, courage and the right words for this to work further. And i am willing to explore the art of possibility. 

Happy birthday to me! 42nd decade!

 It comes with a different level of energy, but another level of acceptance. 

I am grateful, when I look at my life, I did well, I am happy with where I am. 

For my 42nd birthday, I wanted something small, but clearly small is not my thing, therefore once again it ended up being a rather bigger thing, but it was really nice. 

All my friends, those I care about were present there, or at least invited even though they could not make it. 

I felt the peaceful note of the evening, I felt cherished and blessed, and in a way I was happy I still can do this for other, bringing them together. 

I enjoyed having my mum there, with her dear friend. I want to cherish these moments when we are together, I want them to be pieces of memory for when life will take a different course. 

I need to be more grateful about the people that I have in my life. 

I will pay more attention going further. 

And the pictures to follow! The day could not start or end without my loyal friend Teddy!