Around the world around the world..

One of my new favorite places in the world Portugal - Lisbon.

I admire God and His creation, but what I ve seen from the airplane flying towards Lisbon, made me admire God more and more. The view was fantastic, seas and lands and isles and lands again, never in my life I saw something so beautiful.

And then we saw Lisbon, and I was fascinated . Pictures are following, not for anyone, but just for me, for my memories and my pleasure:

Interesting

When you feel like there is no hope,
Always something is on the go,
Even if it does not show
You just know is right so GO

Just some intent to create some small poetry.
Once good day was today, good that i had some time for relaxation.

Let s see what the week will bring!
Good night!

3rd April 2013 -2 years old

Indeed i ve realized one thing.I am not there yet, and solitude is helping you a lot.
For example, when I was in Lublin Poland I use to remember all important things: such as birthdays, other holidays, days important for me, and for my friends.
Now when I am back in Romania and back to my life I do not remember too many things, and it is really sad. Because for example this year I did not stop for a moment to celebrate my 2nd year since I ve chose Jesus.
Yeah, shame on me, but actually now as i am trying to remember where I was on that day I do not remember. Was it Spain? or Portugal? Or maybe Italy

anyhow, I am happy that i have 2 years in God, but reality is that I am living my life still in the old way. My heart is changed but only in some portion.
I am not keen to read God's word, or to pray that much, or to spend time with christian people.
actually i am just involved in my job TOOO MUCH.
And i am not sure how to stop doing this.
Is it something that I need to give up in order to be able to be more focused on my personal and spiritual life?
And that is the open question.

Easter is almost here, and my heart is closed; sometimes i feel like i am no feeling anything - that i am just a robot i do not feel love, sadness, i do not cry enough...i do not feel compassion...i ve become a strange person  selfish and angry, focused on driving a business which is not even my own.

Well this is just a post to commemorate 2 years "with Jesus" and 5 years in my actual job ( or i should say life? )