Being Happy!

It s important to be happy! It s important to have some things running through your body and mind and get that feeling of being happy. It s important to smile, the smile comes from inside your soul, and if you do it often enough you ll be surprise what benefits you can get.
you feel it inside you, you actually can feel your soul.
You know the piece of you that hurts sometimes? I love that piece. That is the most important element we have, that is the piece of us who is showing that we have emotions, and feelings, it is our soul.
I spend some time during my life believing that there is no soul, but now , i feel my soul very often. And I like to feel it, is like a new born discovers his hands, and legs, it is the same with an adult finding his soul.

The soul is the most important thing we have, and we need to protect it, we need to be aware and respect it. Everything will pass, and will die in the end but out soul will last forever

One week - Completed

7 days completed in a new location, new house, new place and new people. So far so good. I do not have many things to complain again. Is very nice to see that what you ve learned is not forgotten, and even if it has been a long time since i was alone in Poland, some habits do not dissapear.
Not much to say, is just that being alone is sometimes a luxury and sometimes is a challenge. Is nice to know that there are people who are waiting for you, people that are waiting for you to come back. Makes the time pass quicker.
Is nice to have long discussions through available methods, is something i ve been longing too. The questions remains the same, how real are those discussions? Are they real or is just a coincidence as we are just online?
I can not be in agreement that is just passing time, hobby or something. I am not really the kind of person who would do something like that only as hobby. I want to get to know the other person, i want to learn new things about her/him.
I am trying to be happy in this new place, and my heart is filled with joy today. What i m not happy is because this joy comes from people, and not from the One and Only God. I wish to have joy in Him, and not in humans.
I have a nice song, for the 08th of March, i m not sure how many lyrics were understood by myself or others, is a lovely song , and i would like to have it here as a reminder:

All of me loves all of you

Interesting choice of song this morning, not sure how i ve reached to this one, as i was running a different selection, but now is all done, and the chapter is closed.
What can be said now?
Indeed a great song, like the song of life recently,  when the heart is filled with joy and love for others. Why is it like that? Why form matters? I wonder why the things are not shapeless, and  then everything would be easier, as people will search more and more to see the inside of a specific vase and not the outside. This is one of the questions that probably will never receive a proper answer, I just need to learn to embrace reality.

Almost 1 week in a new place. So far so good, although slowly i feel the empty side of things. It will pass. The Healer is at work, and soon enough this will be a great place to be for the next 361 days.

I only wish 1 thing, and this is a very clear one. I am praying for this to happen, and I have my full trust that it will happen. 

03rd day is moving on

Day 3 is here, and the initial euphoria is slightly going away. The feeling of missing home and others is sneaking slowly into my heart. How can i stop it i m not at all sure. Do i need to stop it? the same , i am not even sure. I like to be alone, but if the feelings are coming back so soon, maybe i m not at all as strong as I would like to imagine.
I am close to God, i ll stay close to Him, cause this can be the solution, and the thing that will make the difference.
My dogs, my family, my bed and my things, i am starting to miss them.
I even miss my car, but in less than 1 week i ll be able to drive it again. So time will fly indeed.

This day will not be an easy one, because of all this thoughts but I can always lock everything up and move on :)

Good morning!!!

Good morning March, good morning spring!!
Spring is always nice, flowers are blooming the sky is brighter, and if you feel loved this feeling gets even better.
Interesting how our emotions are working.
I ve been thinking yesterday that is to early to accept the city and be happy about it. Is just the 3rd day here, and actually there are still 362 days to go. If my excitement goes up now so quickly it can drop as fast as well.
So I shall manage better the expectations and emotions while i m here.
The weekend will be the actual test of loneliness. During the week is not so hard actually, you wake up, eat something and go to office. There time passes so fast, and specially cause is a new place, there is no time to be bored. The evening you come home, and here is the challenge, but will experiment tonight, as yesterday was a good day for science.
It was nice in the youth meeting. Of course there are soo many young people, they made me feel old.
I am old actually. But older is wiser no? :)
I have a wish for this year, and I really hope that it will come true.
The new picture is great, the sky and the pose is just showing the inner beauty of the character. You feel like you want to know what is behind those brown beautiful eyes. But you can not get there, is very hard to go beyond the eyes, and reach the heart and soul. Someone told me that the soul is usually half on solid ground and half in the air somehow, and there are people entering the soul through the hard part, and some through the soft hanging part. I like to think of myself that i am entering through the hanging part, and giving balance to the entire mass. Who knows if indeed is like that? The character in this picture is really interesting for me, very complex, deep and playful at the same time. 
I know God will find a painting for me, a nice place where i could fit as well.
Until then, I ll continue to serve Him and prepare myself for that special moment.
But i am allowed to dream no?

:)

Here I am - this is me - there's no where else I rather want to be

Day 1/2 in a new place, a new city, a new apartment. All alone again. The feeling is mixed. Happiness and sadness at the same time. I know this kind of mixed feelings, I often get them.
It is not so bad actually, I believe Poland was worst. I feel God's presence in my heart, and in my new home. This might be a good change after all.
I am inspired, inspired and willing to sit and write, adding my thoughts and my feelings in one blank page. I miss him, i miss him so much. Leaving people behind is always hard. Maybe this is what we need, maybe being apart we will realize that this was something more than just that.
I am praying for something more I guess. I am not convinced I really want this, but I know God has a bigger plan than i have for myself. And this will be my cornerstone for the year that lies ahead.

Every time I ll be down, I ll remember this picture and these words: