Monday, 2 March 2015

Good morning!!!

Good morning March, good morning spring!!
Spring is always nice, flowers are blooming the sky is brighter, and if you feel loved this feeling gets even better.
Interesting how our emotions are working.
I ve been thinking yesterday that is to early to accept the city and be happy about it. Is just the 3rd day here, and actually there are still 362 days to go. If my excitement goes up now so quickly it can drop as fast as well.
So I shall manage better the expectations and emotions while i m here.
The weekend will be the actual test of loneliness. During the week is not so hard actually, you wake up, eat something and go to office. There time passes so fast, and specially cause is a new place, there is no time to be bored. The evening you come home, and here is the challenge, but will experiment tonight, as yesterday was a good day for science.
It was nice in the youth meeting. Of course there are soo many young people, they made me feel old.
I am old actually. But older is wiser no? :)
I have a wish for this year, and I really hope that it will come true.
The new picture is great, the sky and the pose is just showing the inner beauty of the character. You feel like you want to know what is behind those brown beautiful eyes. But you can not get there, is very hard to go beyond the eyes, and reach the heart and soul. Someone told me that the soul is usually half on solid ground and half in the air somehow, and there are people entering the soul through the hard part, and some through the soft hanging part. I like to think of myself that i am entering through the hanging part, and giving balance to the entire mass. Who knows if indeed is like that? The character in this picture is really interesting for me, very complex, deep and playful at the same time. 
I know God will find a painting for me, a nice place where i could fit as well.
Until then, I ll continue to serve Him and prepare myself for that special moment.
But i am allowed to dream no?

:)

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