Coincidence or ...hope

Special and sad day today. Sad because it has been a long time since I was part of a funeral, and today it happened, special, because lots of special small things happened today.
I was amazed by the people needs, and by their inner beliefs in regards of God.
I was surprised to see that people that I ve miss judged for sometime, actually have a huge thirst for doing good, but they do not always succeed.
And I believe that was the point of this road trip : knowing and understanding better the people around me.

Then although I did not see it coming, things got better, got better in church, because the topic of the discussion was the one I wanted, and it was just SPECIAL, and what happened after was even more special.

Ideally that one person, that makes the group change color was there, and time passed so quickly:) I find myself now thinking....or actually not even thinking but juts praying for God making us notice ....
Making us notice the people around us....and maybe, just maybe something new will flourish...

This was my day today, amazing, and in God's presence!

Leadership at a glance - To Remember

“It is not the critic who counts; not the man who points out how the strong man stumbles, or where the doer of deeds could have done them better. The credit belongs to the man who is actually in the arena, whose face is marred by dust and sweat and blood; who strives valiantly; who errs, who comes short again and again, because there is no effort without error and shortcoming; but who does actually strive to do the deeds; who knows great enthusiasms, the great devotions; who spends himself in a worthy cause; who at the best knows in the end the triumph of high achievement, and who at the worst, if he fails, at least fails while daring greatly, so that his place shall never be with those cold and timid souls who neither know victory nor defeat.”
― Theodore Roosevelt

Hello darkness my old friend

I come to talk to you again
Because a vision softly creeping....

Well, i m back in Manchester UK, and always when I reach here, sadness hits me, i do not even understand why. Interesting question i ve received today from one of my colleagues let s say: what about your personal life? When you ll change that?

This question gets more difficult day by day. When will I change it? I have no clue, but with the current status(work and others) i m not able to focus on this. So again, coming back to a topic that I use to think about a lot in Poland ....does career mean you will not build a family?

I still do not have the answer. Yes, i have trust, and faith that good things are about to happen, but I keep telling that t myself for such a long time, and now, I am just tired.

I want something and I wanted now!
 

Old friend- Hello!!!

One of these October cold nights I had a dream of someone I use to know more than 10 years ago. And as I always try to follow my dreams , I ve googled the person and found the profile on Facebook.
I was suprised to see a huge number of pictures with the family and with the pets we always love.
A special feeling came into my heart remembering this person, and it was the nice and cozy feeling of old times, but as well a little bit of regret, and standard questions such as what if?

Long time ago, when i was young:) my life had several challenges, and blessings at the same time. I could even write a book, with the things that happened during my life and how God took me on His way, ensuring that all will be fine.

Maybe I ll do that someday,

In the meanwhile, I am just happy to see a good friend, and I am enjoying the pictures while remembering the past.

;)

Cold October

Already October, i wonder what will bring?
Cold, leaves, empty trees, and a new start, for all the students starting the new year.
I miss being a student myself. Because of what happened in my life when i was a student, i know that there is a part that i ve not enjoyed as i should have. And now is kind of late as the period went away, but still some good memories remain.

I miss him soo much. Funny thing, I thought this time and this new change will not affect me that much. And I would not say it affects me, but in my heart I feel an empty spot, and i m able to know why.
Because i was used to a certain way of communication, attention, fun, and serious conversations, and now all of that is changing because priorities switched.

Time will come when my priorities will switch and then perhaps someone else will fill just like I feel now.

I had my first discussion with her today. Our first session, and it was a very interesting one.
I looked inside my mind and my soul once again, and I ve understood some of the things that happened in the past in my professional life.

Now the question she asked was : what do you want to achieve by end of year?

Still an open question till next time:)