Lonely lonely lonely

I know, deep inside i know i m not suposed to feel lonely, but looks like i am, specially in this times of vacation and celebration i feel lonely.
Does it happen only to me?
Am i the only one who goes through this?
Not sure but i hope i m not the one and only .

I have nothing much to say, besides the fact that i feel an empty spot, which i m trying to fill in with something, not sure what: God, love, people or what?
I am in a very meditative state of mind, in which i am even questioning life, and why i am here, what will do, and what is my purpose.
I can not be here just to live a life, and go to work and come home.
I need something more!
I need a real purpose, otherwise.....why?


I will trust in You, and I ll wait to see or hear my purpose in this place....called world.

03rd of April 2014 - 3years old

I almost forgot in that day, that I was turning 3 years old.
It seems like all the daily things, are taking me from understanding and following what matters - Him!
I am 3 years old now. 3 years ago i took a decision to follow Him and to acknowledge His presence in my life.
I want to remember this every day...as my life changed completely since I took this step.
So the only thing I am asking is help to remember every day that I was born again, and You are the one living in me.

Updates updates updates

I know is been already a long time since I had the chance to write in the blog some of the updates that I have. And I have lots of them, but as always i will take them one at the time.
So after Poland sick week I came happily home, and I was informed that even if I had to take a decision which i did, other people were not happy with that decision and they pushed me into something new. Which is 6 months in the lovely city of Szcecin - Poland.
I ll come back to that, soon :)
Once I came back i started to follow my decisions which was a very good choice, as I ve enrolled to driving school!!!!! Yeah!!!!!!!! Is something that I wanted to do in a long time and I ve postponed several times. Now the time has come, and i ve enrolled and took all the classes. And goes what I LOVE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!
I just love to drive, I am enjoying myself very very much. Now i am even dreaming to buy a car and drive around, and saving the money I am paying on taxi.
My teacher is a very nice priest:) hungarian as all good drivers, and we had so much fun, learning and driving around Cluj. Not sure what I  would have wanted more, it was just GREAT.
Also I was out for the weekend to a Finance trip with my friends from church and I had a great time!!!!

After this incredible weekend i come back to office to discuss about this new opportunity, and the conclusion is that I ll be going to this city in Poland for 6 months. Now honestly I am not really sure that this will happen, but ....let s see. For now I am going for 1 week, and then we will see....
I would say that s all for now...but I ll keep blogging:)