Lonely lonely lonely

I know, deep inside i know i m not suposed to feel lonely, but looks like i am, specially in this times of vacation and celebration i feel lonely.
Does it happen only to me?
Am i the only one who goes through this?
Not sure but i hope i m not the one and only .

I have nothing much to say, besides the fact that i feel an empty spot, which i m trying to fill in with something, not sure what: God, love, people or what?
I am in a very meditative state of mind, in which i am even questioning life, and why i am here, what will do, and what is my purpose.
I can not be here just to live a life, and go to work and come home.
I need something more!
I need a real purpose, otherwise.....why?


I will trust in You, and I ll wait to see or hear my purpose in this place....called world.