Sometime back I gave up to one of the most important persons in my life. And why? Just because of the circumstances in our life. I kind of broke a good relationship that was there. People say often You are my person, or like in Grey's Anatomy, If i had a dead body to carry out from my house, you are the person i would call cause YOU are my person.
And that was what it was for me. My person. Which I ve almost lost.
Hopefully after some serious prayers and discussion the situation will go back, i am just so afraid that it would never be the same again.
Or I am just to week to admit that we are different, and we will be able to overcome this without looking back? Time will tell. But is has been a lonely time, and a challenging time to have no one to speak to. I mean always there are people around me, but that "person" if is not there, it makes a difference.
My life is changing in so many areas that I would need the advice, the talk, the discussion, the look and everything else that comes when we are together.
What happened made me think more about how fragile are our relationships, how easy they can vanish...
Sometimes pride comes in the way, and you need to be very wise to put it aside or else, you ll never be able to fix any broken friendship.
Is a good day for science I would say. And it will be a good month and year for science. Cause this will be fixed, and things will go back to how they used to be sometimes back. I can not continue to miss important things just because there are some issues to fix. Issues will be fixed in sometime, but what we have, will take more to fix than an issue, and is for sure more important then anything else.
I am confident that things will be ok, I am confident that we will go back, like below:
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