Just wanted to share the above video, as a Christmas Greetings for all the readers of any blog, so for those who are by error passing ....
Friday, 28 December 2012
Sunday, 16 December 2012
Memories....
While I am sitting in the Munchen airport , as there were some challenges with my flights since yesterday, I decided to take a minute and look back on something.
And what my hands touched is an old discussion from July 2011 when i was in Poland.
I have been reading the note froma a dear friend of mine, which i ve liked, and actually had something more for, and I find it again very selfish.
It was on my birthday that he opened himself to me, telling me about his fresh relation with a new girl.
Was this a coincidence? I find it very hard to believe, and looking back now at the emails we have exchanged, i see it very impersonal thing and very selfish. You could have done that with a stranger, but not with someone who you consider one of your best friends.
Anyway sad story, for me to find out on my 28th birthday that the man i considered closest to me, chooses to tell me something just like that, without any compassion or consideration.
Since then indeed the relation has changed, even today he is with the same girl, and well I am still alone.
Which takes me back to the question: why I am alone?
And the answer is very simple, or complicated, it depends from which side you are looking at it. Here is what i believe:
1. I invest too much in my professional life and my work - and this is something that it is true, cause i like what i am doing, and to be honest i am afraid to stop - cause i am not sure what would happen next. This is also connected to a fear that I have.
2. When i will be ready the person will come:) this is connected with my religious beliefs.
Well this is it for today from the airport, I do hope that my flight will leave on time, and all will be fine:)
Untill next time, Ta Ta!
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