Amsterdam

This year i have managed to visit Amsterdam as well. It was an old dream to be able to reach the Netherlands and see how things are there, do some sightseeing, get to know a bit the canals and experiment the culture as much as possible.
Set and done, travel arranged for November - cold and rainy November but interesting experience. I had of course 3 more friends with me, and we stayed in a very interesting place.
Had a chance to see the Van Gogh museum and understand a little bit about art and friendship, but as well understand family as well, and modesty.
Then we walked the center and saw the first Christmas decoration as everything was already available for tourists. Amazing that was.
We had a boat trip over the canals, which was pretty pleasant, and we ve managed actually to see the buildings that look amazing.
of course we could not visit Amsterdam and not be there at the Red District at night. It was an interesting evening, but not sure if it s really matching my personality .
Sunday was pleasant, we were free without any schedule, so we just walked randomly, had a beer and spent quality time eating Waffles.
All in all it was a very nice time, and i am very happy this happened!
I only have 1 picture:) for now

A shot of you...

Feedback - we all care for feedback. We all crave for receiving feedback. And feedback is basically every response back we get from people with whom we interact our family, our friends, colleagues and even strangers,

Feedback is the smile you get from someone on the street, and you instantly know that you did something well. And it feels great. Sometimes feedback makes your day brighter and increases your level of energy- you get a boost and you do not realize where it came from.

I realize the past days that also me like anyone else, i want feedback, And when someone said to me couple of days ago that I need to take my shot of you today, i felt really good.

And it changed my mood completely. I could not stop smiling the entire day, and i was looking forward to spend more time with the person who mentioned this to me.

It made me feel really special.

The same day the same person told me simply you were amazing. I believe i have received such words even in the past, but this time it was very different. I felt this feedback very deep into my heart and soul, like a very deep connection, like this person was actually telling the truth and not just saying something politely. These interactions the past days really changed my mood, and my inner spirit, and this is just through simple words. I feel so blessed to have had the chance to meet such people and spend time with them.

I know many people, and i often interact with too many ...but this interactions was really special.

I wonder what will be next,

I wonder when i ll be able to take a shot of this person again. 

Maybe never...,maybe in the future.

They say people do not meet by hazard, and in this case i really pray we did not as well.

I am very excited and thankful to the Lord for everything that has happened in the past days.

God please bless Romania and bless these new friends i ve made, and further develop me in order to be able to have more people who would like to take a shot of me.

I ll miss these times! 

Till next time dear friend - God bless you! and I ll keep you in my prayers! 

Autumn 2016

Time flies, and with time we fly as well.
If i look back it seems like only yesterday i ve reached here...but actually is more than that.
They tell me to look forward and I am not trained on how to do that. is very difficult for me to look for the new when the old was so good, am i the only one?
I do not cherish enough, i do not spend enough time with people i love, with nature. I am always thinking on what to do next, I do not know how to enjoy the here and now moment.
Maybe i will learn in the future but now, i do not know.
What is new? Everything around me continues to be new, i still find new things even in the old ones. I like the shadow of the sun when it s hiding behind the clouds, i like the smell of fresh air that comes into my room when i open the window, it reminds me of my childhood, and when my mum was cleaning the room. The smell of fresh air along with dust i can feel it even now.
I think i am missing home once again. Although i am trying and trying very hard to be happy here and to find a meaning, seems like i can not do it as i wish too.
I miss home, and friends and family. But then....when i am there i will miss this.
Is impossible.
Anyhow, adding some clicks just to remind myself what happened since Paris which was long ago!

These months in pictures

Latest news

Latest news is the same. Time is passing even if we do not pay attention. Sometimes is passing really fast, some other times seems like is not passing at all.
But even though we want or not to acknowledge still time is moving.
And we are aging.
Some of us are ageing nicely, some of us not that nicely.
Not sure what is my case, if i say i m aging nice, i m not being modest, so is better to  say nothing,  just think about the way i age.

I am now 33 years old. looking back not sure when these years have passed; many things that i ve done, many places i ve visited , still one thing is missing, which is the one , the  man to spend my lifetime with.

Waiting and patience is a quality, and  i m sure someone will appreciate it.
This year's birthday was a bit like last one
good quality time with dear people - and now is almost autumn

Why why and Why!

A good question to stop and ask is WHY?
Why all these things are happening to me, why everything i want and like and dream about is being taken away from me?
This time again i let it fall and now i m here, broken, and empty.

And alone
I need support
Help! 

Time to say goodbye

Considering the time that passed by, i believe it is really time to say goodbye, in the sense that I need to move on and no longer focus on the same thing that  i am longing for.
I need to free up my time and my heart for what is about to come :)

It s March - Spring is here!!!

Spring is one of the most beautiful and blessed seasons. Is like everything is coming back to life. The trees, grass, flowers and as well the people. What else you can wish for more?
I have a feeling that this will be a Spring to remember, and that God has some good and nice things planned for me in the following two months.
i am excited actually to see what is coming my way.
I can say now that the adaptation period is over, i am a Bucharest person, i cut the chains that were holding me back, and now there is my family who matters the most from Cluj, the others are just friends and acquaintances.
Other than that, is 1 year since i am here, and as a gift, a very expensive one, i ll get a new guitar, an Ibanez awesome guitar. I just target to use it more and more and more, to ensure i learn and practice so that i could master this instrument.
Strange thought - i wish i was younger! I wish i would have discovered God and music earlier!
God, please help me enjoy all of this now, and make it a life to remember...
Also i am thankful for the few but reliable friends i ve made, mostly from church.
The only thing that is missing is the new contract, which will soon come, who will extend my stay for the next 18 months here. Nice no?
what else?
Nothing, just that i am happy and i feel blessed! 

February in pictures

I would just add here how the month of February looked like in pictures

Easy, nothing comes easy

Looking back 29 days are already gone from the New Year. I m not fully ensuring i respect my so called "resolutions" because i am getting dragged in so many work related things.
What I have learnt is that nothing comes easy.
It takes hard work to achieve small and big things. And this hard work is getting to you sometimes when you feel tired and discouraged. I am not that good apparently to handle tough and stressful situations, and this is exactly what happened this week.
I need to see what triggers me to be a bit more detached from things. It is not my business and not my shop fully. It is ok sometimes to fail. I m not sure why i am not used to cope with failure. Why I am so afraid?
Is it because i have very little faith or why?
It is time for an introspection in this specific regard, in order to get to know myself better and understand how I am and how i can get better.
Now i know this can not be done on my own, therefore i am looking up to the Lord of the Universe for support.
It was a hard week, but now it has passed.
And it s February :)
Let s see what it will bring.
I am looking forward for Spring!! Spring in Bucharest is awesome!!

Still on time to say - Happy New Year!!!!

Being so busy with so many little and big things I ve missed on actually wishing another Happy New Year here on this blog. It is 2016 and time is flying so fast.
It was a very good year, full of blessings and full of accomplishments. Now let s see what 2016 will bring. For sure only good things can happen.

Here are some pictures on how things moved on: