Practice is the key to experience! therefore i am practicing slowly but surely letting it go!
I have let go many things and although from time to time they come back, many of them are now waiting for me to pick them back up when time will come.
One of these things is related to one person, where although i would like to have some steps performed, i have decided that i need to let it go. You can not decide what influence or what will be the course of action for all encounters.
I like surprises and i believe by letting all these things down, there might be an element of surprise which will come when i ll less expected.
This weekend was a tough one, because it just reminded myself how hard it is to be alone in a city that you do not know very well, and where u do not have friends, or family.
Specially now that the holidays are approaching very quickly this is really getting to my heart and emotions. I miss my family and my friends.
The question that comes to my mind is why? why am i doing all of this while i m still young>?
Where there are two sides of this story, like in every story, good elements how this experience will help me mature and develop both professionally and personally, and second how it would have been better to be safe in the known environment of my city with all the people that i know around me.
I have not reached yet to a conclusion in this area, once again i let it go for sometime more, and then we shall see what will happen.
The above loneliness feeling with stress at work, are deadly factors so they need close monitoring, but again i have decided to let them go, and pick them up whenever i believe is the right time.
Letting it go has benefits, for short time for sure.
In the meanwhile i m reading several books, one of them i believe is very interesting, is called INSIDE OUT by Larry Crabb, and I believe it will help me knowing me a bit better.
I am looking forward to what will come next, but until now i m letting it go!
am i laying all concerns at the Feet of the One who can listen, and who s heart is so close to mine.
Here it is, something that i ve been thinking about for sometime now. Till Christmas this is what i ve decided to do. Listen and read God s word and ensure i m seeking first this kingdom of God. So goodbye Facebook and Skype, and other distractions, for now i just want to actively search this place, where if you somehow manage to get there you ll have all the remining things added to you.
