Another dream come true - US , The Adventure

I do not dare to dream as much as other people do. This is because i am afraid of being disappointed, so that is why my dreams are usually measured and very well anchored in reality. I rarely dreamed about visiting America because it looked like an impossible dream. And yet , 2020 is the year when this actually happened, and i could not be more grateful. God is slowly showing His faithfulness in many things.
But i think a picture speaks more than 1000 words :

Clarity

Often times is like looking through a dirty window. If you do not see the things clear, then you keep wondering what is out there, is there something beautiful or something dangerous. It is exactly what happened to me this week. I was sitting behind this window, that was partially dirty , so i was not able to see clear.
Sometimes there is also fog in front of that window so besides the particles of dirt, due to the fog the visibility is even lower.
So what do you do in this situation?
Well is pretty simple,you take a piece of rug and you start cleaning the window, in order to be able to see outside, and decide what you are going to do next.
This is exactly what i have done. Tired and afraid, i just took a piece of material and i started to do the cleaning of the window, so that i could see the sky and the sun.
At the beginning my eyes hurt because of the light, but then i just got used to it, and i was fine, and things went back to normal.
The window is clean now, so nothing seems distorted as it might have when it was a bit dirty.
Thankful, for courage!

Sparkles or no sparkles

Back in Cluj , Romania again, where the situation feels pretty dramatic with all the Corona virus discussions, not sure even what to read, and what to believe in this regard.
I am taking things easy, trying to adapt to another time change and everything else.
So far so good.
So Seattle is over, and it was a very blessed experience. I really enjoyed everything that happened there, all the people and the new friends i made.
I was very excited about one specific friend of mine, which i have not seen in such a long time. Things kicked off really well, and it seems like we had a good connection and a great vibe, so now i am waiting to see what happens next.
I really enjoyed experiencing quality time with people in Seattle, i really enjoyed being spoiled and taken care of, it was a nice feeling of protection, care and interest.
Now is 2 days since i am home, and things are moving very slowly, almost not visible, so i am thinking as always if this was my impression, or if indeed there was something going on.
Perhaps people are just polite, and that politeness is being interpreted as something else, when is not the case at all.
Is hard to be in expectation, and to wait and see for what will happen next, i have my own thoughts and expectations, but i also do not want to be disappointed, so i need to be extra careful.
That is why i am trying to expect the unexpected, and just be surprised about what will happen.
All in all i am happy, and excited, so let s see what happens next! 

Counting dreams

Here I am living another of my dreams - I am in the United States! Seattle!
I remember the days when i was only dreaming about reaching the US's for business or pleasure. And 2020 is the year in which my job allowed me to be here , and enjoy the American atmosphere and spirit.
So far , as i am only 4 days in the US, i really like the people i have met, they are all so very smiley and nice, and willing to help you out with everything, feels like home.
I also enjoy the fact that everything is arranged for people with disabilities or those physically challenged, is like they want to ensure that everyone has the chance to enjoy the city and everything.
It is nice being here, but at the same time i am here in the times of the fearful Corona virus.
So far there have been 6 people that died, and that are in the WA area where i am also....
How does that make me feel? Not so relaxed, as i should be, i am just wondering and feeling like i will get it, but i do not have any arguments for that.
Everyone around me is pretty relaxed, so not sure if i should be worried, or if that is simply redundant at this stage. And it probably is redundant , but i can not help it.
I need to stop worrying and focus on something nicer. Focus on Him and on the fact that He already knows what is going on, and what will happen.
What i am being asked, is to trust in Him that whatever will happen, it will be for my best. For the best  in my regards, He has a plan, and He will take it to completion, i just need to stay calm and relaxed.
Father i pray for what is coming next, please be with us and protect all the people in the world from this virus, and father please protect me as well, to continue to Live , Love and Laugh.
I know you are good and your love endures for ever