Feeling stuff

Very rarely, such as today, i start to have a rush of emotions and i do not know what to do with them.

This is the case now, when i am going on a trip with some friends, but not quite good friends, so i am a bit nervous about how things will go. Also i am nervous about not having a car with me, so that means i am fully dependent on others, this is an interesting learning, that i do not like very much, hence i am forced to experience. 

More than the people that i do not know, i am nervous about someone i know, and that triggers some additional feelings in me. I can not be such a child, i need to manage my emotions better. There is just one thing I need to do, and that is keep cool and do not friend zone him. 

If you are able to do this for the entire weekend you are a winner. 

The rest does not matter, do not add additional pressure on yourself. You are not responsible of anything, you just need to take care and enjoy yourself, the rest is all as is. Everyone is mature enough to take care of themselves, you are just there to have a good time. Stress is not good, you will loose your hair, so chill woman, just chill. You have this. 

You have been in circles with far more men, and far more people that you did not know, and things went fine, so why do you worry ?  

Father, i ask for you mercy, help me calm down, this is just Business as Usual, so please breathe, and calm down. 

Enjoy! 

A working vacation

Took another shot of vacation, travelling a bit and seeing some of my dear friends. Being in a pandemic has some advantages, in the sense that you can work remotely from any part of the city, country or even world. 

The only thing you need is the internet connection, and being able to keep your laptop charged and ready to be productive. 

In this environment, and considering all of the above, i took the chance and went across the country to Bucharest to see my dear friends. From there we spent sometime in Lehliul, which is a small village near Bucharest. 

A village where the time flies very slow, and where the good mood is present everywhere. 

I am thankful also to have spent quality time with my friends and their wonderful daughters, and i have seen sunsets and sunrises, so it was a great time, 

as always, pictures speak more than words.