Very rarely, such as today, i start to have a rush of emotions and i do not know what to do with them.
This is the case now, when i am going on a trip with some friends, but not quite good friends, so i am a bit nervous about how things will go. Also i am nervous about not having a car with me, so that means i am fully dependent on others, this is an interesting learning, that i do not like very much, hence i am forced to experience.
More than the people that i do not know, i am nervous about someone i know, and that triggers some additional feelings in me. I can not be such a child, i need to manage my emotions better. There is just one thing I need to do, and that is keep cool and do not friend zone him.
If you are able to do this for the entire weekend you are a winner.
The rest does not matter, do not add additional pressure on yourself. You are not responsible of anything, you just need to take care and enjoy yourself, the rest is all as is. Everyone is mature enough to take care of themselves, you are just there to have a good time. Stress is not good, you will loose your hair, so chill woman, just chill. You have this.
You have been in circles with far more men, and far more people that you did not know, and things went fine, so why do you worry ?
Father, i ask for you mercy, help me calm down, this is just Business as Usual, so please breathe, and calm down.
Enjoy!
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