Cold October

Already October, i wonder what will bring?
Cold, leaves, empty trees, and a new start, for all the students starting the new year.
I miss being a student myself. Because of what happened in my life when i was a student, i know that there is a part that i ve not enjoyed as i should have. And now is kind of late as the period went away, but still some good memories remain.

I miss him soo much. Funny thing, I thought this time and this new change will not affect me that much. And I would not say it affects me, but in my heart I feel an empty spot, and i m able to know why.
Because i was used to a certain way of communication, attention, fun, and serious conversations, and now all of that is changing because priorities switched.

Time will come when my priorities will switch and then perhaps someone else will fill just like I feel now.

I had my first discussion with her today. Our first session, and it was a very interesting one.
I looked inside my mind and my soul once again, and I ve understood some of the things that happened in the past in my professional life.

Now the question she asked was : what do you want to achieve by end of year?

Still an open question till next time:)