Another year, another countdown begins

 09th June 2021

1 month till another birthday of mine! 

Yesss, I am excited in part, in part I am not. I am acknowledging the fact that time is going by, and perhaps I am not doing what I should be doing. 

I look around and all my close friends have kids and families, while I am still wondering and enjoying life slightly different than they are. 

Is that ok ?

Is it ok to be almost 38 years old and not to be settled? I am just living, when I look back, I feel like I am just starting my life in so many areas, and I am sooo excited about all the things that are happening and all my experience and my freedom. 

When someone is reading this post, he might think that I am crazy. But I am not, I am just choosing to see the great things that I can do as a single person, and how I can experience life differently. 

The sky is the limit, and I am trying to see how high can I reach. 

There are also other days, when I am down because loneliness hits, but those moments are very few compared with the happy ones. I love the nature, animals, people around me. 

I can achieve so many things by being single, and making time for others , and for me, so I am grateful. 

Life wise , professional life, I think I kind of stopped caring about going higher and higher, feels like the place that I am right now is a good place, I am not so keen of going higher on the professional ladder.

Of course I would like to start thinking of building something outside work,  like my own personal business, but I am not there yet. Perhaps this piece of counselling will be the one I can do ... while I am thinking of something else. I would like a business that involves people and relationships, cause I think I am very good at that. 

I should start being more focused on this, to be able to actually achieve something in this area. 

All in all, I am sad to leave 37...but also excited to see what 38 will bring..

A better job, an affair, love and marriage, kids.... loss, pain or suffering....with Him I can endure all things. And this is my prayer, that not matter what 38 would bring that I would always very connected and close to Him, so that He can guide my steps. 

Cheers till then, and we shall connect again in 1 month!