Those who know me, would not say about me that i like to climb mountains and that i like kids. Well i actually like both, but not in the same way everyone else does. I like climbing small mountains by foot, but with very little effort, so that i can enjoy eye dreaming on the top, and loosing track of time. Or better i like just to take my car, drive on top of a hill or a mountain, and admire the view, till my eyes get tired.
Tried this with many people, and there are only few ( i think just 2 Irish ladies) that can just stop and stare for ever.
About kids, the same, i do not like kids who are all over you, and who are crying all the time, and kids who s parents are not cool, or i m not connected with. But deep down inside i like kids, i like watching them, i like playing with them, but i also like to know that i have permission for all these things, i am just polite when it comes to kids, like with dogs.
I like when people ask me if they can pet the dog, or i like to ensure that my dog does not bother anyone else around. In this way i managed to build a great relationship with one, or two let's say , special kids. The one i love very much is called Rock :) . And she is blond with beautiful blue eyes, and a smile that melts your heart.
I love to spend time with her, i love to hear her talk, and hold my hand. Always i am keen to spend time with her, and is amazing how kids can enter in your heart without you realizing.
She is amazing, and she calls me Lochi. When i hear that name, it makes me happy!
Sometimes is refreshing to spend time with kids, you feel energized, and you feel like you did something for the day, even though you did not do much.
It is a miracle, that probably i will never understand.
Sometimes i wish to become a mom, although most of times, i m telling to myself that i don't.
I am not ready to face all the emotions around the children's matter, but for sure i am ready to continue the adventure, and to grow the friendship of Lochi and Rock.
Pictures again, speak 1000 words better than i would ever be able to express myself.
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