May already, almost June in 2018 , I am already close to my 35th birthday, and yet life is full of surprises. They say when life gives you lemons, you should make a lemonade, but no one actually tells you how difficult is to do that.
I am going through a serious challenge this day, in the physical field actually, and it is just something that I am trying to find a way to deal with. My spirit is not crushed yet, and I m not sure if it should be or not at this stage, I am a bit worried, and stressed, but again perhaps I should be more worried than I actually am.
Unable to hear...out of the blue. You just went to bed one night, and then you wake up, and BUM your hearing is lost, and not only lost like in small pieces, but almost seriously gone, as per the view of specialists. What happened? no one knows, and no one is able to give any direction.
People just remain numb to this, and they are shocked and surprised, with no explanation. How am I suppose to be in all of this? I am not sure and I ve not figured it out yet :)
Is strange to loss the hearing out of the blue. Feels like you can not be set in the ground, the Earth is moving very fast, and you try to hang on to the speed and control your position. Then the people, all of the sudden there are too many people coming towards me and I m not sure how to handle it.
I am ready for anything that might come, I am sure God has his plan again, and He knows what my choices will be, I wish to honor Him in these times of uncertainty, and be able to say and quote Psalm 23 from my heart.
We will see what is next, I just wanted to post this and hope for the best !
I am going through a serious challenge this day, in the physical field actually, and it is just something that I am trying to find a way to deal with. My spirit is not crushed yet, and I m not sure if it should be or not at this stage, I am a bit worried, and stressed, but again perhaps I should be more worried than I actually am.
Unable to hear...out of the blue. You just went to bed one night, and then you wake up, and BUM your hearing is lost, and not only lost like in small pieces, but almost seriously gone, as per the view of specialists. What happened? no one knows, and no one is able to give any direction.
People just remain numb to this, and they are shocked and surprised, with no explanation. How am I suppose to be in all of this? I am not sure and I ve not figured it out yet :)
Is strange to loss the hearing out of the blue. Feels like you can not be set in the ground, the Earth is moving very fast, and you try to hang on to the speed and control your position. Then the people, all of the sudden there are too many people coming towards me and I m not sure how to handle it.
I am ready for anything that might come, I am sure God has his plan again, and He knows what my choices will be, I wish to honor Him in these times of uncertainty, and be able to say and quote Psalm 23 from my heart.
We will see what is next, I just wanted to post this and hope for the best !
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