Winter is here, people are already practicing the sport they love: ski and snowboard, or who know what else is new.
I am just remembering, and searching my soul. I remembered the Vonda Shepard song, and now I ve added it into my playlist. I am thinking that my boss is right, I have a sadness inside, something that I can not loose no matter how hard I try.
I see myself as the sun for others, but then the question is WHO is my sun? What do I need to be happy?
I do not have the answer to that now, but I am craving for something inside, and I am not sure what it can be. Maybe is love, maybe is just that. But what if? What if I find that and I am still not happy ? What do I do then?
I need to figure this out, and I am not sure how.
I am a mean person, I am thinking always on the wrong things, I am not even sure how should i stop doing this.
I need a time of introspection again, and hopefully that will help me out.
Now, I need to get ready for another Week of work:)
I am just remembering, and searching my soul. I remembered the Vonda Shepard song, and now I ve added it into my playlist. I am thinking that my boss is right, I have a sadness inside, something that I can not loose no matter how hard I try.
I see myself as the sun for others, but then the question is WHO is my sun? What do I need to be happy?
I do not have the answer to that now, but I am craving for something inside, and I am not sure what it can be. Maybe is love, maybe is just that. But what if? What if I find that and I am still not happy ? What do I do then?
I need to figure this out, and I am not sure how.
I am a mean person, I am thinking always on the wrong things, I am not even sure how should i stop doing this.
I need a time of introspection again, and hopefully that will help me out.
Now, I need to get ready for another Week of work:)
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