Time has come?

I know,
i know there are too many posts for one day,
Well it s been a productive one, or actually is been a day with several concerns, such as love, marriage, houses, money, God and everything.
It was a very productive Saturday, but the one question that remains at the end of day...is ...has the time come?
For me to buy a house?
Well having a house, means that you are finally a grown up, so i guess time is here, cause i m already 30, and if is not now when will it be?
The second thing is even if time is here, money are not.
So then does it make sense to get in loans and be in debt in order to fulfill a dream?
Some may say yes, other might say no, well what should I say?

I ve been thinking all day about pros and cons for this. I ve written 7 pages in my notebook, cause as always when i m stressed i write a lot, and the conclusion is that I should at least try.

Is better to try than to regret.
So i guess if God will open this door, that means i will have a house,
if not, means i m not ready yet for such a responsability

Reality already hit me though. The truth is if i was in 2 now , meaning with a man beside me, this would have been different, and this decision would have been taken quicker and with much more certainty than now:)

Anyway does not matter, I have the Mighty God supporting me, so let s see how it will go.

That s it for tonight, Sunday is waiting...Blessed Sunday in Lublin ' s church!