Born again - 12 years

 03rd April 2011 - such a special day for me and for my life, and for my after life. 

I still remember the day when with a heart filled with joy and with a slight fear of water I stepped into church, all dressed in white, to confess in the water that my life is made new, and that I have a new direction and I believe in the One and only who died for me and rose again to life! 

This is maybe the closest that I will get to marriage, who knows, maybe I will only be dressed again in white when I will be dead. 

But till then, I had this perfect occasion to rejoice for this wonderful day! 

And now 12 years have passed since then, sometimes I do not believe this much as passed. 

I am grateful for the step I took and the faithfulness that I have experienced in these 12 years. 

I am grateful for the support I have at all times, for the fact that I feel lonely, but I am never alone, and this is such a great blessing. 

More than my birthday this is my special day. The day when I turned my life over to live a wonderful life of His holy presence. 

I want to honor this decision for as long as I live, and even when times will get difficult, even when I will doubt myself and others, I still want to honor it. 

I pray for the strength and for the love that covers me , to never let me go! 

Happy New Birthday! to me!