03rd April 2022 - 11:D

 So busy, seems like I never get the time back, time to just relax and do what i love. And part of what I love is to fill the empty papers with words. All kind of words. I know I am not a great writer, but I also know that I should never stop dreaming of achieving different things. 

I am happy to have the opportunity and the technology to be able to do some writing even through this modest blog. 

I am proudly celebrating, the fact that I am 11. 

11 years since I met the One that changed my life in good. And not in any kind of good, but in Good. 

He is the one that took me and covered me with love while I was still not able to feel it. I was so numb, so full of wounds and of pain, that I was not ready to allow anyone close to me, to my heart and to the core of my being. 

But He knew how to win me. Slowly , surely, but consistently. And although I should have just accept Him from early days, He had the patience to wait for me, and to treat me like a queen, although I was nothing but a servant. 

Now, after 11 years of blessing, I am still a servant, but I am His servant. 

It is not an easy task, it takes a lot of dedication and focus to be able to live every day as He would like me to live it, and for sure I am failing with every step I am taking. 

But I know, that with every fall I get close to Him, I know that he never influences the stumbles I am experiencing, and I know now that He is not the root cause of my sufferings. 

He is the One, that always has open arms to receive me, and to accept me, to forgive and to love me, and to make me new again. 

My body is ageing, but my soul is getting younger, fresher, I feel more curious, I can see the blessings, I can count them, I can see and live miracles. It is an amazing journey. 

I have no regrets. I would choose Him all over again. 

I am thankful for His patience, and for His teachings, I want others to see the real blessings and the outcomes and wins of this relationship, that from the outside might look like a ...loosing one. 

I am hopeful, to grow, and to age further in knowing Him, and deepen our relationship.