Emotions...come and go...He is the one that stays....for ever

 My last post, was full of optimism and ideas, and someone you could sense the positive vibe that I was giving from my heart and from the feelings i was feeling. 

But one month later, and those feelings are somewhere behind, they already buried because logic kicked in, and because the Truth is more important. 

Although I had a wonderful time in the past weekend, when I was visiting the lovely county of Vrancea, where i actually got the chance to meet a bear, my emotions have significantly changed compared to the previous month.

It is interesting how the beliefs of one person, can change a mindset, and although I am curious to understand more, for now, this was like breaking a bubble that I was caught in. 

I am unclear if this was the real deal in terms of honesty, or it was just something they shared over food, like a discussion of a sort. In any case this was not so interesting, and I am now surprised by the way people think. 

I have learnt in school many things about natural selection, or selection in general. But i never thought that i could see it so clearly among people, and more specifically among Christians. I was under the impression that they are one of a kind people, always nice and ready to be supportive with anyone.

But it seems that was not at all true. They are like other people, or somewhat not like other people, focused on benefit. What can the other people bring to the group. I am not like that...i welcome anyone in the group , even if there is little or no benefit. 

I might not fit in groups such as this one, but sadly I was not expecting this kind of thinking in a churchy environment. Anyway, i need to manage all the disappointment, and forgive, and focus on the Truth. 

The Truth is that all people are equal, and all are important, cause they were created in the image of God. Because of that I am not allowed to make any such differences, and I need to be open and honest, and not hurting others, Whenever I am hurt, i should learn how to turn the other cheek as well. 

All in all, i am learning new things, some are painful, but who said, learning comes easy?