February already

 Months are running so fast, it is like a month begins, and then ends, and then another one starts again, and it is almost March. 
But I do not want to let this month fly away, so I will focus not to do that, that is why I am writing this post in the middle of the month. 

And what a month it was, started off feeling heartbroken, blue and sad, and ending in the middle of things in a good phase. I am quite ok, and for the first time in a very long time I was out in the city, to enjoy a nice evening with friends. I really enjoyed it. 

Things are still not moving in the expected direction in some areas, but I still am very blessed. I am loving what I am able to do at work and outside work. I love my friends and my relationships, and I feel like I am growing in so many areas of my life. 

I do not want this season to stop in a way. No matter what will happen next, I want to be able to enjoy and live in the present. 

And the present, despite the ongoing pandemic is great, and I need to be thankful because right now I am happy, healthy and surrounded by people who love me and doing some of the things I love, and for that I am soooo happy! 

Yess, I am still waiting unconsciously for a sign, but this is not coming yet, so I need to be patient, and I am , for sure I am . 

But life is beautiful, and is a gift, so I choose to be happy, and to open it...every day :)