Seems like I am not a determined person, or at least I fell like I am not.
I am not able to keep a simple day to day plan to improve the quality of my life.
What does this say about me? That I am weak, I do not have the discipline, or the power to take the right decisions for me.
I do not have power to say NO, to basic things. How can I expect anything good to happen from this ? I need to find a balance, I need to start over. I have it anyway. So at least I should fight it while I can.
Maybe there will be no impact, there is no cure for this, but at least I am doing something against it , not only accepting the failure.
I need to restart, more courageous than ever.
I am not able to keep a simple day to day plan to improve the quality of my life.
What does this say about me? That I am weak, I do not have the discipline, or the power to take the right decisions for me.
I do not have power to say NO, to basic things. How can I expect anything good to happen from this ? I need to find a balance, I need to start over. I have it anyway. So at least I should fight it while I can.
Maybe there will be no impact, there is no cure for this, but at least I am doing something against it , not only accepting the failure.
I need to restart, more courageous than ever.
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