Sunday, 27 September 2015

What next?

Now is the time when things will again change. I m not sure what would be the direction of this change, but i fell that there will be a personal change in my life. Things are slowly happening, i fell part of the city i am in now, i feel i am belonging to a group, and that there are people who care about me and my needs. It is a good thing that is happening. I am still connected though and my heart is still chained to the old people back home. And i m not sure how or when these chains will be broken.
Last night i had a very interesting discussion, one of many others, and i realize that even though there is not much there from a perspective, i really enjoy opening up with someone. I am learning something new, and i get to know myself better, which is a gain anyhow. The only issue that i have is that i can believe anything i want, and often like in this case, even if there are clear expectations set i still seem to perceive and than believe otherwise. This mind set is not helping anyone, and i need to start working on it and eliminating it if the case.
I am falling in love with music all over again, and this is another thing that will change in my life, seems like i a thirsty to hear and sing, and feel things. Is a different dimension of enjoying life. All my senses are ready and up to further experience life.
My prayer life is getting better and better. God is at work, and there are great things happening in my life. I feel like i am getting there, when my life will be settled and anchored much more in His Never ending Love.
Overall i am happy these days! and I am waiting for things to happen!!!

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