My first instinct is to say and confirm that nothing is for ever. What if? What if this is for ever? How can u be sure if for ever is forever? Is such an interesting question that i kind of want to analyze and think over. Someone says i moved here forever. How can u know? What if life will take u somewhere else? Like me for example, i never thought my life will take me in any place i was. Even now and this experience. I am not sure why is it happening in my life, and why am i here, when maybe i was so close to something back in my city. I admire the force of the people who have the courage to say what they think. Sometimes i feel like i am a mouse, a terrified mouse sitting behind everyone with no courage to speak up. And why is that someone might ask... well when life is hard u become a very tough person, but not in the sense aggressive but more of a very protective with one self. U have layers and layers of protection and feels like no one will be able to bring them down. And it feels safe.
I thought that as we grow old the need for safety will decrease as we will have more responsibilities and maybe others to make feel safe, but the fact is that we are still focused on keeping our heart and soul safe. And often we are trying so hard to do cope with this challenge, that we forget to actually live and enjoy life without worrying for our walls that have been just broken.
Patience my friend someone might say. It is still early and u are still learning and discovering the way of life.
5 more days. How will life be then? time is passing so fast, and seems like i m often celebrating alone, in the presence of my Holy Family - Father , Son and Holy Spirit.
Will be a great celebration, i m sure of it!
I thought that as we grow old the need for safety will decrease as we will have more responsibilities and maybe others to make feel safe, but the fact is that we are still focused on keeping our heart and soul safe. And often we are trying so hard to do cope with this challenge, that we forget to actually live and enjoy life without worrying for our walls that have been just broken.
Patience my friend someone might say. It is still early and u are still learning and discovering the way of life.
5 more days. How will life be then? time is passing so fast, and seems like i m often celebrating alone, in the presence of my Holy Family - Father , Son and Holy Spirit.
Will be a great celebration, i m sure of it!
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